Trepidation

I have this weird feeling in my leg. It first started in my thigh, like a tight muscle. I had Norio massaging it last night with some relief but I could still feel a knot there. Today the next symptom was tingling. It’s on the same leg but the tingling is in my left foot and toes with a weird numbness. I’m worried about this. Worried because it sounds like a possible blood clot that may have migrated from the thigh to my foot.

Or it could be nothing at all. I hope it’s nothing at all.

I didn’t mention it to Norio, but I’m very worried. I have a doctors appointment on the 24th, so hopefully it will be staged or better by then. Sometimes it’s hard knowing so many complications of sickle cell—then every single little thing sends your mind whirling in a thousand different directions. Only time will tell.

I hope it’s nothing. Nothing at all.